I wanted to be a perfect designer when i work as a graphic designer
It has been a long time since i worked at a company
This year, i’m studying English so that i could explain my art very well
But it’s still difficult.
I’ve moved up to high level but it’s much more difficult than i’ve been studying ..
So sometimes i feel as if i want to work instead studying😂
If i were 23 or 25 years old, i would work vert hard.
I messed up my exam
I though I’ve been doing well but the exam was ruined..
i felt like i was loser yeah still feel like i’m a loser
It was overwhelming to me
Everything is not going well
I’m Depressed but i have no one to tell about it
I don’t want to tell my depression to my family
So i tried to talk about it to my friends so i looked up my Phone and look for who i should tell about it
As a result, NONE.
This because i know people around me are busy also they don’t have time to look after other people.
so i decided not to tell anyone about it.
However, My feeling are getting worse.
i can recognized that i’m shacking, sweating when i speak to someone that i don’t know.
Also i sleep 2 or 3 hours a day
On the other hand, if i stick with plants, i feel much better
Yesterday i just got up and took a shower, dressed up and went out to a park with coffee.
yes i found out how i control my feeling
Smells fresh air, listen to the music what you like , drink coffee to relax
yes it is ..
when you stick with plants, trees, flowers your feeling must be far better.
What i want to say just do it something active things 🙂
if you want to see my drawings Please check my Instagram!
My drawings are not perfect for sure
but i love my projects and i believe that i will be better
Thank you for reading my joinery again
Have a great great days!
Drunk_Emoji 